I'm such a mess right now, but thank you. Thank you for taking care of me lastnight. I was in sooo much pain, but you helped. Even if you knew I couldn't eat anything & your fatass would eat right in front of me & you'd try to play it off .... haha you're still a sweetheart. Ghad. I love you, I hate you, at this moment, I decided I don't like you... but damn. Do I love you. I have work at two & I know your ass gets out early. Come visit me. Mwa.

Bring the listerine and pudding. I promise I'll go on break once you come.
& I have the biggest feeling I'll be able to eat popcorn tonight.

Breathtaking.
I dwell upon the first time I laid eyes on you and having no enticement whatsoever. Common I guess you can say; Nothing new and nothing different from the rest of the male species that occupy most of the world. But something changed. I was not drawn to you by your physical appearance. It's your individuality that excluded you from everyone else. The thought of being 'just friends' was the only particular thought in my mind before realizing that our infinite days together would lead to something more exclusive. Holding hands, first kiss, reluctant I Love Yous, the most heart-stirring staring contests; You've opened my eyes, heart, and soul. No individual compares to the overwhelming love you are able to shower me with each and every day. No individual comes close to the emotions you are able to stir inside of me. No individual can take your place.

My oxygen; You are my reason for breathing.
You are my inspiration. I love you, Justin.

"Hi, My name is Justin and I'm lazy."
Yeah, Babe is one lazy ass who likes to sit around all day and eat. He's such a fat ass. Eat, eat, eat. That's all he does. Sleeps, eats, showers, eats, sleep, drives, showers, eat, eat, eat... Yeah, you get the idea. And he works all the time. He's such a workaholic. But yenno, he needs the money. For what? I denno. He just needs it. Don't ask questions. Just do it. Hahaha! Yeahhhhhh.

Anyway, I lied about him being fat. He's really not. He's just, um, husky I guess. Whatever. I don't know. I'm half awake, half asleep doing this for him. Why? Cause! He's such a lazy ass! And I love him. So, yenno if you love someone I guess you'd do them a favor and update for them once in awhile. I don't know. Did that make sense? :Yawn: Who knows.

But yeah.
I love you. Call me so we can sleep now. Mwa.

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